wishing

wishing i could draw very well and be more creative maybe my work won't be to hard. i want to have an artist's mind, a designer's creativity.........but i made a choice, its too late to backout now. if i do i still don't know what i want. hoping i won't loose hope in this line of work, maybe one day i'd be as creative as any designer would be!

spending

i know this is weird, but i really need to stop spending!!!!! due date for credit card 1 : may 11; credit card 2: may 13----- salary date : MAY 20! whatever happened to the girl who once save every penny she earned? gggrrr oh well! i guess i have to learn my lesson the hard way